11.07.09
first week
woops! i’ve been neglecting this blog once again! mini updates :
i’m in singapore already. been here for a week already. what to say. hmmm. so many nice food my plan to diet totally fail. T_T so many people around but i don’t feel suffocated unlike in kl. (sorry to say, kl people. hehe.) first week of work was alright i suppose. not so many work yet. and i still feel totally useless cos i don’t exactly know what to do. sigh. (hate being new!) but colleagues seems nice and helpful, so that’s all that matters.
lots of shopping places. sigh. i hope i can control myself. guess that’s it for now.
owh ya! i do not have my very own internet access as of yet. so will try to keep updating, but not promising anything yar. hehe.
10.23.09
quote(S) of the day
i came across two very nice quotes tonight, both by unknown author some more, yang sungguh berkaitan with how i’m feeling at the moment.
“Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.”
“There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more …”
10.19.09
no more jaggerbomb for me??

how many of you love jagerbomb as much as me? if you’ve answered yes, then please take a moment to scroll down.
someone e-mailed me this article on red bull and so i think i should share it here cos i know so many people who just can’t have enough of that superawesome drink (and now i know why!)
am not sure where this article originates from (and not sure of its 100% validity either!), but am just gonna copy and paste every single word from the e-mail here ok.
” RED BULL was created to stimulate the brains in people who are subjected to great physical force and in stress coma and never to be consumed like an innocent drink or soda pop.
RED BULL IS the energizer DRINK that is commercialized world-wide with its slogan:’It increases endurance; awakens the concentration capacity and the speed of reaction, offers more energy and improves the mood. All this can be found in a can of RED BULL , the power drink of the millennium.
FRANCE and DENMARK have just prohibited it as a cocktail of death, due to its vitamin components mixed with GLUCURONOLACTONE’, a highly dangerous chemical, which was developed by the United States Department of Defense during the sixties to stimulate the moral of the troops based in VIETNAM, which acted like a hallucinogenic drug that calmed the stress of the war.
But their effects in the organism were so devastating, that it was discontinued, because of the high index of cases of migraines, cerebral tumors and diseases of the liver that was evident in the soldiers who consumed it.
And in spite of it, in the can of RED BULL you can still find as one of its components: GLUCURONOLACTONE, categorized medically as a stimulant. But what it does not say on the can of ,RED BULL are the consequences of its consumption, and that has forced us to place a series of WARNINGS:
1. It is dangerous to take it if you do not engage in physical exercise afterwards, since its energizing function accelerates the heart rate and can cause a sudden attack.
2. You run the risk of undergoing a cerebral hemorrhage, because RED BULL contains components that dilute the blood so that the heart utilizes less energy to pump the blood, and thus be able to deliver physical force with less effort being exerted.
3. It is prohibited to mix RED BULL with alcohol, because the mixture turns the drink into a ” Deadly Bomb ” that attacks the liver directly, causing the affected area never to regenerate anymore.
4. One of the main components of RED BULL is the B12 vitamin, used in medicine to recover patients who are in a coma; from here the hypertension and the state of excitement which is experienced after taking it, as if you were in a drunken state.
5. The regular consumption of RED BULL triggers off symptoms in the form of a series of irreversible nervous and neuronal diseases.
CONCLUSION: It is a drink that should be prohibited in the entire world as when it is mixed with alcohol it creates a TIME BOMB for the human body, mainly between innocent adolescents and adults with little experience. “
so now you know why is it called jagerBOMB? sigh. so long now jagerbomb. good thing also i (still) can’t seem to find you in kch so far.
10.12.09
wonders of the (my) world
have you ever wondered :
1. why do men bersusah-payah chases women but when the women finally give in, they withdraw? is this because men like challenges? they like when women are hard to get is it so when the women finally fall into their trap they find it totally boring already? hmmm.
2. why do men still flirt (and i’m not referring to just lil innocent flirt ok?) with other women when they are obviously dating someone already? (i meant obvious because it’s so clear they put their status on facebook in a relationship/engaged/married/etc with so and so.)
3. why do women still fall for all those sweet talk when they’ve been crushed by em so many times before?
4. why must women be so emo at most of the times and at even the slightest thing? kan best if we can be as carefree as men also.
i always wonder. but i can never find the answers. hmmm.
10.09.09
desperate time calls for desperate measures
if you don’t already know, i’m going to start work in singapore next month. i can’t wait to start work (yes i’m weird like that, but that’s only cos i’ve been on a superlong break ok, 5 months to be precise!) but i’m not really looking forward to go there so soon yet. main reason being i haven’t found a place to stay.
so whoever reading this (takla ramai sangat i know, am just trying my luck here ish), if you have any room for rent or knows anyone who has a room for rent or knows someone else with room to rent or yougetthepictureright?, kindly let me know yar.
my budget is within $500-600 (or ok fine, anything less den $800 still acceptable la). location-wise at first i wanted somewhere NEAR my office so that i can just walk to and from work but i doubt i’ll find any within my budget, so anywhere with easy access to public transportation (esp the north east/purple mrt line!!) will be great. (see i’m not that choosy ok!)
thank you. jasamu akan ku kenang forever. hehe.
10.08.09
awww

isn’t she the cutest??
love the hair and the dress!!
kan best if she just do her hair like that instead of all those outrageous hairstyles of hers. huhu.
10.05.09
hair oh hair!

i want this hair permanently la. (this hair was the hasil from i went blow drying at saloon by the way, so obviously it was temporary, hence the term permanently.) but, how do i tell the saloon? “i want it straight but not too straight, but i don’t want perm but it still has curls down there?” O.o
i’m kinda sick of taking care of curls, but i don’t really fancy stick straight hair either. i wanna try short hair but i’m afraid my hair will end up like lion king cos my hair is naturally wavy. i wanna keep it long but erm obviously the $%£*!^ saloon i went the other day CUT it wayyyyy too short. i said trim and keep the length la ngong. heh.
so, what do you think? (a) the same ol curls; (b) rebonding; or (c) try shorttt for once? hmmm.
09.27.09
merantau again?
sooo. i’m (most probably) gonna leave again. this time somewhere nearer. but still, it’s not home. i’ll have to pack my stuff and leave again and start all over again in a new place. actually i hate all these leavin and movin but sometimes life don’t leave you any choices right. you gotta go where you know things will be better off, even if that means you’re not gonna be happy. or maybe sometimes happiness requires some sacrifices? ish don’t know la. the only good thing that comes out from all these is that it makes me a stronger and more independent person.
09.20.09
lessons learnt? or not.
how come human beings always make the same mistakes over and over again and never seem to learn their lesson? how come we always go back to the things that hurt us the most in hopes that it will get better? there’s even this famous quote that goes something like this “the only person that can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry in the first place”. omg so true kan?
so what can we do to avoid this misery? (which all of you can try to apply, but truthfully, i myself always fail. so, am not saying it works, so it’s up to you to follow. or not.)
tip #1 : hapuskan segala apa saja yang related to whatever thing that is making you miserable in the first place. cos once it’s gone from your pandangan, you won’t be tempted to repeat all those silly things over and over again kan.
tip #2 : listen to your loved ones. if they say stay away, stay away. they knows best. i think.
tip #3 : always remember, if the first time it didn’t work, then it won’t work ever. so, stop trying to make it better. cos it’ll just get worst.
ok am out of tips. now you know why i always fail? T_T