i wanted to blog about this yesterday actually, but then i forgot. so anyways, i’m not gonna be a hypocrite so i’m just gonna admit straight up that i’m not a very religious person. i do go to church every sunday and (try to) pray every night, but honestly, i still have a lot of things to learn from the Bible. eh don’t worry i’m not about to preach here, (tak layak pun!) i just wanna say that i love my church here, JPC, not only cos of the beautiful hymns i get to sing every week (i damn semangat sing with all my heart ok i even consider joining the choir even though i don’t sound as beautiful as lis.) but cos of the messages i learnt every week. (ugh why do i feel like i keep on repeating the same word over and over again ah??)

last last sunday (not yesterday’s ah) we learnt about forgiveness. i find it really great cos i know i’m the kinda person that finds forgiveness quite difficult to do. (dahla at that time i was in the midst of geram-ing at some people, so cun kan?) we sinned so much but He still forgives us, so why is it so difficult for us to forgive people who have hurt us right? [Matthew 18:21-35] now now, talking about forgiveness makes me suddenly think of him. sigh it kills me that even after all these while you’re still on my mind. why?? but it’s a good thing also la i guess, at least i’m not holding anymore grudges on him right which means i AM on my way to forgiveland? haha.

and then yesterday’s sermon was on worrying. you know la how us human tend to worry even over the slightest issues! and how we always accumulate future worries when the present ones are not even resolved yet. (ok maybe not ALL of us, i just know i am la.) i’m currently struggling to do my LR and everyday i worry if i can ever come up with something and finish it on time. and also worrying about so many other things that are not even happening yet they are driving me insane! it’s like a miracle kan? He just knows what’s bothering me and comfort me through His words. [Matthew 6:25-34] my favourite verse is the last one, “So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.”

i just feel like sharing cos i find them really amazing. i’m gonna end this post now cos i really should be doing my LR. sigh. (please get me out of this misery someone?)

one of the major issues that us girls constantly have problems with is the weight issue. everyday, all we we think about is : how to lose weight? how much calorie would i gain after eating that slice of chocolate cake? why do i look so fat in those jeans? what is the easiest and fastest form of exercise to lose 5kg in a month? etc etc.

most girls would pick dieting as their first step to lose weight. some would think that if they skip their meals, they would definitely become slim. WRONG. it’s actually what and how much you eat that will determine whether you would lose, gain or maintain your weight. if you are really discipline in watching the way you eat, i’m sure you would succeed.

however, if you find it very difficult to control your sweet tooth craving, your next option is to exercise. most people always forego this option due to the reason “i don’t have time” or “i don’t like exercising” but there are so many exciting exercise classes out there now that would suit almost everyone. try pilates. it’s superfun and the benefits you can get from it are tone, long and lean muscles, stronger and more flexible spine and improved posture. celebrities doing pilates includes hilary duff, angelina jolie and the cast of satc.

well, i’ve tried both but doesn’t seem to help much. maybe cos i’m not disciplined enough when it comes to eating. i love food. especially bad carbs like sweet food and rice. and i heart pilates i do, and i even do other exercise, but i get so hungry after doing em i think i eat more. sigh.

then, i read about this. so, now i’m wondering if it really works. i’m still contemplating whether it’s worth giving it a try. hmmff.