03.31.09
my life would suck without you
actually i really have no idea what to blog about these days, but i can’t stand seeing my last post being like what, 3 days ago? i know la it’s just 3 days but i like to have new post everyday if possible, even though random crap. and it doesn’t matter la if you check out my blog everyday or not, but just in case haha. so, if you don’t like readin my random crap, then you may leave right away. but if you like, let’s proceed.
been feelin like crap lately (so i’ve mentioned) but now i can confirm that it was definitely due to pms. today felt even more crappy since it was the 1st day of M. (you know what’s M or not? hint: the m from pms) haha gawd am so lame am laughin at my own lame joke. butbutbut, that all changed after going for combats! eh wait, or should i say boot camp? it’s amazing how a smile or a simple compliment from a particular person can make your day and made you forget all your sadness and misery. so you know what this means? smile to everyone you see. and compliment family and friends. and even strangers if you like. you may not realise it, but you may have just made their day too you know. 
i read somewhere that “friends are siblings God forgot to give us”. or something like that la. do you realize that friends are easy to find but true friends are not? friends come and go, but true friends come and leaves a mark that would never come off. friends ask what’s wrong, but true friends knows the reason without even asking. friends think you’re annoying when you complained about your life, but true friends can never have enough of your never-ending dilemmas. friends only think about themselves, but true friends would make sure they won’t hurt you in any way with their decisions. friends always make you feel like you have to compete with them, but true friends will think you’re the best. i’m not saying i’m a true friend, but i definitely will try to be one. am just glad i have people who i can count on as my true friends. you guys are the bestest! hugs.
and, mymrrockstar rawk my world again today. 
conclusion : my life would definitely suck without these people. thanks you guys!
p/s : owh and even the weather made my day today. mr wind decided to take a break today and let miss sunshine come out all by herself. how blissful. please be like this everyday now, please please please?
03.28.09
the long overdue post…
…of the pretty prague.
people often say “actions speak louder than words”, but for this case, it’s “pictures speak louder than words”. but not cos of my excellent photography skill la cos i admit i haven’t got any (i still don’t know how to use my cam up til today!); i’m just too lazy to write the whole history of prague cos you just can google it right. so anyways, here are the pics from my very first independent trip (wee am so proud of myself!) :
++ astronomical clock at old town square ++
++ the rest of old town square ++
++ another part of old town square ++
++ another nice building nearby (i don’t remember the name woops!) ++
++ rudolfinum concert hall ++
++ the famous charles bridge behind us ++
++ on the charles bridge, reaching the other side ++
++ national museum at night ++
++ national musem at day ++
++ left to right : smazeny syr (fried cheese), pilsner urquell (famous czech beer), bramborak (potato pancake filled with garlic and herbs) erm, don’t really like em though. ++
++ powder tower (erm don’t ask me about the name, i also don’t know) ++
++ the beautiful st vitus cathedral ++
++ the red building on the right is st george basilica (we were taking pics in front of it for soooo long we didn’t know that was the building we were looking for! O.o) ++
++ along the golden lane ++
++ overlooking the city ++
++ shopping street ++
++ another czech beer (but forget what’s the name) ++
++ my superhuge pork knuckle thingy which i complained was too small when it first reached me but end up i couldn’t manage to finish it all up anyway! ++
++ a beautiful building that we happened to pass by ++
i love prague cos it’s so pretty. and cheap. so i would strongly recommend anyone to go there if you haven’t!
and, sorry la this post so long!
03.27.09
it’s that time of the month again!
no la it’s not my period. why would i tell you about that right. it’s just that i realize, there’s a certain time each month that i will feel superduperemotiliactlikeatotalbiatch. and i hate it when that happens. i get angry easily. people get ignored. everything just seem hateful to me. it’s not like i purposely do it, it just…happened. and also at times like this, i feel like life is well, complicated. and unfair. how i wish it would be much simpler. and emo times also makes me supermisshome. sigh.
i’m sorry to bore you guys with yet another emo/whining/pointless post, but don’t worry, this phase will soon be over, and i promise i’ll write a better post ok?
03.23.09
words she wish she could say out
“it’s ok if you don’t like me anymore. i know i’ve been a total biatch lately. i didn’t mean to. it’s just that i can’t take it anymore. i don’t wanna be a hypocrite no more. but it’s ok. cos i know i have other people who loves me just the way i am.”
“you put a smile on my face every time after we had a good conversation. but i’m not sure how to define this feeling. will you be more obvious please?”
“i miss you. what happen to the good old days?”
“you’re the best you know that!”
“i’m sorry.”
03.20.09
the customer is always right?
ya right!
i really wanna meet the person who created that statement la. they’re NOT always right. most of the time, they’re WRONG, but since we are nice people providing services for these &^%$£*!, we ALWAYS have to PRETEND they’re right. sad huh? i’m a customer too, so i know when i’m right or when i’m wrong. i know i’m right when the person serving me shows muka tak boleh blah even though i haven’t even ask for anything yet. i know i’m wrong when i suddenly change the order or whatnots when he/she has already put it through the till so if he/she show muka tak boleh blah then, i totally understand. if you want good service, people, you gotta be a good customer as well ok? to be a good customer, these are the things you SHOULD NOT do :
(1) do not, i repeat, DO NOT, pretend like you’re the one doing the job. (even though you’re also working the same job elsewhere, but when you’re ordering, you’re the customer ok!) which means, don’t tell your friend this : “see, now she’s gonna pour it into the measurer and she’s not gonna fill it to the top and then she’s gonna squeeze the lime using her hands blablabla.” i’m not deaf. i’m not stupid. i can hear you dammit. whatever i’m doing, it’s cos am told to do so. and i didn’t get paid by you, so lemme do my job the way it’s supposed to be.
(2) if you’re not blind, take a look around. it is THAT busy and the person working only have two hands so don’t get so impatient and angry when he/she couldn’t serve you. just be patient cos eventually he/she would definitely serve you. it’s just a matter of time. if you don’t like waiting, go somewhere else that doesn’t require you waiting. (please tell me where, cos everywhere you go, you’d still have to wait.)
(3) MAKE UP YOUR MIND! if you’re at a bar/restaurant/cafe/any eating place, don’t order A at first and suddenly ask “can i change to B instead?” especially after he/she has put it through the till, cos you’re just gonna make his/her life more difficult with the kitchen people ok.
(4) if you’re not satisfied with the price or quality or whatever product the service is all about, don’t blame the people serving you. lemme tell you this again, they’re just doing their job according to instructions given. go complain at the customer’s feedback form or something.
(5) not ALL people working as bar staffs or waitresses or sales assistants are stupid and poor ok? so don’t give us that look like as if we’re wayyyyy below your level. most of us are doing it just to get EXTRA cash. we won’t starve to death without your money ok? some of us even do it just to pass time.
i can’t think of anymore right now. will continue part 2 if i can think of some more. the conclusion here is, i really hate this phrase as of right now. customers are not always right ok! sometimes i think they purposely do anything cos they know they are govern (eh not govern, but i can’t think of the word right now.) by that stupid statement. if you’ve never had any experience providing services to customers before, which means you’re always a customer, try putting yourself in these people’s shoes. they’ve got feelings too you know.
03.16.09
the letter X
erm i don’t know how you guys end your sentences when sending smses to loved ones. or basically, just to anyone la. as for me, i always end em with “hugsss”. i don’t know why, i just like hugging i guess? haha. but i noticed people here, i don’t know if i should say everyone in great britain cos i don’t really have friends in other parts of uk, so let’s just say, the geordie (if you’re not familiar with this, i meant, people here in newcastle upon tyne, haha kan dah say the full name!) end their sentences with X or Xx. honestly if you ask me, i seriously don’t know what that means. short form for xoxo ka? i tried using it once (just to fit in la konon), but ended up with XXX and THAT definitely turned out looking sooooo wrong! haha.
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i watch live boXing show last saturday. for free! eh wait it wasn’t exactly boxing, more to MMA. (actually i don’t really know what that abbreviation stands for, but i assumed it stands for Mix Martial Arts. feel free to correct me if am wrong!) you know like the ones we watched on tv, where the boxing ring is in the middle and everyone is sitting around the ring, cheering. or cursing. i don’t know why am telling this but i just think it’s kinda cool cos last time only can watch on tv and now i can actually watch it live. huhu. wanted to enjoy more of the show but unfortunately was too busy serving drinks haih and the supervisor keep on watching us to make sure we don’t forget to serve haih.
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i don’t know when exactly is St. Patrick’s Day. all i know is am working for it tomorrow. owh wait i just googled it, it IS tomorrow. hehe. so, people, don’t forget to grab your pints of guiness tomorrow yar. if you’re in newcastle, i think there’s some sort of event going on at reds, so feel free to come and see me at work. haha. ok la, i have enough of these random ramblings already.
03.14.09
save £12 and get fat?
hmmm am still considering whether to quit my gym membership as of next month or still continue with it? you see, the reason i wanna quit is cause lately i’ve been too busy to go already. i missed pilates for two weeks okayyy. haih. and next month will be the most crucial month ever since submission is the end of the month. so how now. but if i quit, i’m afraid i’ll get fat. cos i’ll still eat a lot but not exercise. even though i so eksyen buy my yoga mat, but honestly, i think it’s been collecting dust at that corner of my room. O.o but then again, if i don’t quit, i might waste my money cos i would end up not going for the whole of next month. but but but, it’s just 1 month…okay maybe 2, including may cos i’ll be busy with exams, think about all the exercise you can do in june and july davina, just in time for summer. and summer means bikini. and bikini means fab abs. and fab abs means EXERCISE! ok, i’m getting insane here!
03.13.09
got milk?
everyday after a hard day work, i will definitely smell of milk. eww. why. cos i’m doing the starbucks machine on a regular basis now. which means, i rather be the starbucks girl than the girl on the till or the floor girl. (erm you don’t have to try to understand this sentence if you don’t get it, cos i don’t think i get it either. haha.) therefore, i can proudly say, i’m now officially a pro in doing starbucks. huhu sungguh perasan! i know the difference in measurement between tall and grande already (without referring to the instructions!), do the perfect whip cream without fail and i also know how to do the infusia ceramice drinks already. yipee! so if i still don’t get a qs job after graduation, starbucks or costa coffee, please hire me? owh or bing, if am back in kuching. haha.
i just realized the title so tak relevant, tapi, who cares.
03.11.09
of sms, shopping and jesse.
you know how sometimes we send the wrong sms to the wrong person. it can be quite embarassing. but it can be pretty amusing as well. like this morning, i was supposed to reply my another friend saying “ok, i go change now!” but i don’t know what went wrong with my fingers, i accidentaly sent it to lis instead. any other normal human being would reply “babe i think you’ve sent the wrong msg” but my dear lis however dengan selambanya replied “k then we go out is it?”. lol. normal or not, that’s why she’s still the best.
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i spent my whole of last night and this morning watching two superb movies. (when i’m really supposed to be doing my dissertation.sigh.)
movie 1 : confessions of a shopaholic
“Struggling with her debilitating obsession with shopping and the sudden collapse of her income source, Rebecca Bloomwood unintentionally lands a job writing for a financial magazine after a drunken letter-mailing mix-up. Ironically writing about the very consumer caution of which she herself has not abided, Rebecca’s innovative comparisons and unconventional metaphors for economics grants her critical acclaim, public success, and the admiration of her supportive boss Luke. But as she draws closer to her ultimate goal of writing for renowned fashion magazine Alette, she questions her true ambitions and must determine if overcoming her “shopaholic” condition will bring her real happiness.”-http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1093908/plotsummary
if you’re a girl who likes shopping and chick flick, this movie is definitely for you. boys, i don’t think you guys will be THAT interested. or maybe you guys will just be interested in Isla Fisher cos i think she’s really cute in the movie. honestly, i haven’t read any of the series by sophie kinsella so i cannot make a direct comparison between the movie and the books, but i’m still gonna give this movie a huge thumbs up.
“I shop. Because when I shop, the world gets better. The world is better. And then, it’s not anymore. Then I need to do it again.”- Rebecca Bloomwood (played by Isla Fisher)
movie 2 : the other end of the line
“A beautiful credit card phone operator lives in India but pretends to be American to her callers. Soon she travels to the United States without telling her family in order to meet a New York man that she’s met over the phone. But problems arise when they meet in San Francisco and she decides not to reveal her true identity.“-Yahoo! Movies
likelikelike this movie! cos jesse metcalfe is so cutecutecute! but i don’t know why movies like to make as if everything is so easy. like you can just fall in love with someone just by listening to his voice over the phone and can travel all across the globe just to meet him. or like how you can just bump into someone at a hotel lobby (or anywhere else), knocked her over and ask her to go for dinner right away. or like how you can fall in love with someone whom you just met in less than a week. ok ok i’m not complaining cos this movie is really nice, with or without jesse. i’m just saying that if it’s that easy in real life, the world will surely be full of happy people. hehe. so if you like a twist in your romantic comedy, look out for this one!
03.10.09
the (real) meaning behind V power
i found this on kennysia.com which he actually got from antithesis2.net :
“You know how they say that women show off their cleavage so that men can look at it? Well it’s WRONG. Women show off their cleavage so that good-looking men can look at it, and so that average-looking men can glance at it discreetly, and as for less-than-average-looking men, please try and keep a low profile–it only takes one misstep to earn you a reputation as That Creep From The Party.”
muahaha. so true!
ok the reason for the title of this post is cos i’m nicknamed v power by some friends cos they claimed i always wear cleavageshowing tops. so now you all know the real reason why almost half of my wardrobe consists of these tops ah. lol.
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i wanna update my blog i swear i do, but nothing interesting is/was happening in my life recently. besides prague. which, i WILL blog about soon, i’m just too lazy to resize and choose pics at this very moment. other than that, my life is, totally blah, cos i’m now struggling to find the first sentence for my methodology and finding construction companies to answer my questionnaire. and work is not so fun anymore. i’m just happily covering shifts for the extra cash.
what else…
msn is getting boring also. cos everytime i’m online, no one else is. only facebook is keeping me entertained, cos everyday it’s like an obligation (wth?) to check out friends’ latest updates. (i’m not stalking ok, i’m keeping myself up-to-date!) owh, and bloghopping. it amazes me how other people can write really interesting blogs la, even though (i think) they just simply write whatever that pops up in their head. waa. i want like that also leh.
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malaysian night is just around the corner. i’m no longer in the committee so it’s not a must to attend. the only reason i’m considering of going is so that i can get a new dress. (despite the fact that i’m really broke now, that’s why i NEED a reason to shop.haih.) i even started browsing online already for dresses. O_o but i still like that shop in manchester!! should have gotten at least one that day. sigh.
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it was my fav PM lecturer’s last class with us today. and i actually felt sad. he’s the coolest lecturer ever. ok no la, exaggerating, prolly only in the whole of school of built environment la. but it’s ok la. i found a new replacement. now i think my econs lecturer is not too bad also. (even though i still think it’s a lil inappropriate to discuss about certain irrelevant issues in class.) ok why am i talking about my lecturers. see i really got no topic la weh. the next post i think i’ll be writing stuff like “today i went shopping at eldon square and bought this and that” or “just now i went to primark and saw that cute supervisor/manager”. i’m so lame will somebody please slap me. haih.
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i suddenly caught a glimpse of my calendar and i just realized i have only 7 more weeks for the submission of my dissertation and 10 weeks to final exams. how time flies! but i’m still wasting my time here writing this crap. therefore, i shall end this rather pointless post pronto.
