05.31.09
they actually become jerks for a reason
i despise jerks. tell me who doesn’t right? and i’ve met sooo many jerks before it’s frustrating.
after watching this movie though, i realise that before they turn into those horrible monster, they were actually one of the sweetest living being. it’s amazing what love can do to people huh? it’s so sweet if you’re the reason he changed though cos that means he really really REALLY liked/loved you (but that also made you cruel for turning him into a beast harhar!), but when you become one of his victims after that, it just suck. so what if the girl don’t like you back (no matter how much you like her), there are plentyplentyplenty of girls out there what, why must you choose to balas dendam and turn into a jerk ah?? you think after you do that you will get her ka? *dontunderstandyoumen*
so jerks out there, go learn a lesson from this movie. it’s sangat2 useful. 
p/s : btw, matthew mcconaughey is hawt!
05.30.09
current pet peeve
i’m not THAT ambitious, i admit, so i never really bother to achieve something to the max. so you can say am the kinda person that is pretty sambil lewa. (but it doesn’t mean am TOO sambil lewa until i don’t even have a vision to succeed la.) i know this is not exactly a good thing, but i like being like that cos it gives me less pressure ya know. you know why got cases of people sakit jiwa or not? cos they aimed for something that is wayyyy too hard to achieve or wayyyy over their own limit, and when they can’t they got so stress cos they MUST also achieve it, and end up they become crazy la, enough said. so i taksukataksukataksuka (sorry to say!) people who wants to get to the top until they keep on bothering MY life about it. if i say i don’t care already, then i don’t la, and i won’t change my mind about it so stop telling me about it cos it just annoys the *toot* out of me. heh. kan dah geram now. if you wanna reach that highest level, you go ahead la, am not stopping you, just don’t drag me along if i’ve already said i don’t bother. i know my own capability, and it’s sufficient for me just to reach that line. i have my own way to suceed in MY life, i don’t need you to tell me what to do.
05.28.09
i’m really not supposed to be doing this…BUT…
…the anticipation is really killing me!
i know it’s just THREE days more, and i haven’t even finish studying everything actually…but i really really REALLLLLY wanna fast forward to monday, june 1st. owh wait i still have viva, so make that tuesday, june 2nd then. honestly, my mind is really not into it anymore, all i think about day and night is stuff to do after exams. sigh what’s wrong with meeeee??!! like for example right now, my main intention of opening my lappy is to look up on the egan report, but look at what am doing now? if am not on facebook, i’ll be blogstalkin. SIGHsighSigh.
motivation, where are you?? it’s the last one for goodness sake.
ok, am done whining. shall.go.back.to.my.egan.notes.NOW. 
05.27.09
can you hear these teardrops in my pillow?
i’ve mentioned before that am currently listening to neyo’s empty frames but now i wanna say i superduper love it to pieces. you gotta listen to it. it’s sooooo touching. even though i don’t really understand what the song is about la, i don’t know why is he referring the song to HIM? who’s the him bah? but anyways, it’s still superb! the music can make you so drawn into the song that you can even feel the pain also. *hearts neyo* i know you lazy to search for it, so i’m generous like that, so here you go, now all you need to do is click play ok.
05.26.09
can we ASK for more?
so last weekend when becks was in town, we decided to have a lil family dinner outside. (only cos there was 2 for 1 offer as well! haha. yea we’re that kedekut la, we only eat outside when there’s offers going on.) this time, it was an italian restaurant called ASK. the atmosphere of the restaurant was quite alright, despite the fact that it was 3/4 empty. (you’ll soon know the reason for that!) and food was, erm, just ok. that explains the rather reasonable price i suppose. but i wouldn’t wanna go if i was gonna pay the full price la, then, it would be totally not worth it cos the portion was really small ok. it can be starter ok, not main course. sigh. anyways, i’ll shadap now and show you some pictures la.
++ my polpette al forno (£8.25) : it’s basically penne pasta+meatballs+peppers+onion bake ++
++ syin’s penne al pollo della casa (£8.75) : again, it’s penne pasta+chicken+mushroom bake ++
++ becks’ terrina mediterranea (£9.25) : chicken breast and marinated king prawn casserole (it’s like tomato soup, seriously.) ++
++ ks’ risotto pollo e funghi (£10.95) : risotto with chicken and mushroom ++
haha. i want also to put our pretty faces with our food. it makes the post nicer instead of just the food mah right. huhu. anyways, i still prefer strada though. (owh ya, i forgot to blog about strada! will do that soon! hehe.) i haven’t tried the pizza but prolly the best food to eat in italian restaurants is the pizza?
to make this look like a so-called pro food review, i now leave you the address of the restaurant:
ASK Restaurant
Unit F6 The Gate
New Street
Newcastle upon Tyne
NE1 5TG.
Tel : 0191 230 4530
05.23.09
don’t i have other stories to tell besides shoppin??
omgomgomg. i was browsing through mas website and found a really superduper cheap flight ticket!! rm46 only after plus tax!! (for kl-kuching la, but still, even airasia charge more than that!! and i’ve not been using mas ever since airasia exist, can you believe that. hmmm.) now i’m sooooo tempted to book the ticket butbutbut i still haven’t really make up my mind on the exact date i wanna go back. there’s so many things to take into consideration ok, so i thought i didn’t wanna burden my mind with them yet, maybe after exams but am so worried the tickets will be sold off how now? the emirates ticket for newcastle-kl is still about the same, so i’m not really bothered about it yet, but the mas one eeee so tempting leh. waaa.
ala i just realize, i shouldn’t be promoting this, later all you kch people in kl rampas this ticket and make it sold off how?? please don’t ok i’m begging you!!
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today i went to town. i didn’t have any mood to study in the afternoon so instead of online-ing whole day, i rather spent the day outdoor since the weather was gawddamn nice somemore. eee i wish the weather would be like that everyday now!!
anyway, i’m so proud of myself today cos i was soooo (and i mean superduper!!) tempted to buy this one skirt (only £5 ok!!), this one dress (it was £12 so that’s why i didn’t really wanna get it anyway eventhough i fell in love right away after trying it on.sobs.) and this one bag (only £9 and i really need a suitable bag for my upcoming trips but i promised myself not to buy anymore bags leh, at least until i get rid of the other 2 that i’ve still not use even!), but after careful consideration, i decided to put them back on their respective racks/hangers/whatever. i only bought THREE prettyprettyilikesangat2 headband for £4. see, am so discipline right?? 
and since my hair semakin hari semakin liar (i have bad hair days almost everyday now cos they’re all growing out of directions but i’m too poor to go to the saloon sigh), i really need those headbands. and cheap what, each is just about £1+ and they’re so pretty trust me!! hehe. so see if you total up everything, if i was in my usual impulsive shoppin state, i could have spent £30! that’s like more than a day salary somemore weh. i should continue being discipline like this for all my future shopping trips hor. huhu.
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sometimes i wish my life can be like a fairytale too. i really envy those people who always get whatever they want in life. so nice! but then again, i guess i shouldn’t be complaining also cos i believe they are still more unfortunate people in this world. so yea, even though my life ain’t fairytale (err this sentence doesn’t sound right i know, but i’m too lazy to correct it la, my english semakin teruk what is thissss!), it can still be pretty amazing at times too!
05.21.09
i suddenly feel like eating rojak…
the weather today was FAB! unfortunately, i was stuck indoor, working, serving people who get to enjoy the warm, warm weather. *jealous*
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am so in love with floral tulip skirts! how now. i promise myself to start saving money for the rainy days. days when am officially jobless, which are coming pretty, pretty soon. NOOooOooo! but i don’t know if this kinda skirt would be compatible with my oversized bum2, so am gonna try one out first, and if it fits, i will consider, but if not, then i’ll just be sad for the next few days, and then i’ll look on the bright side; “at least i get to save money!” hehe.
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“michael scofield” was in habita today! and i served him FOUR times. wootss. btw, in case you don’t know or cos i’ve never mentioned this before, this is the guy from gym who look sebijik like michael scofield ok. true one. no kidding! (but since i don’t have the real guy’s pic, i’ll just have to put scofield’s la k. haha.)
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fav2 songs of late:
1. lady gaga’s starstruck
2. neyo’s empty frame (heartheartheart neyo! he always have beautiful songss!)
3. chris brown’s save me
4. ella & korie’s pergilah sayang (huhu stumbled upon it on youtube and realized i’ve not heard it for ages! it’s been rockin my ipod since. haha tipu lagi, i still haven’t got ipod ler. )
05.19.09
hari ini dalam sejarah
hoho actually takde pape pun yang berlaku hari ni yang boleh cipta sejarah, saje nak bagi suspen sikit. hehe. okla, hari ini, lepas discovering yet another belog bahasa melayu yang agak interesting, post hari ini pun dalam bahasa melayu ok. (lagipun kena praktis dan polish my bahasa kebangsaan kalau am planning to balik cari kerja kat kl kan.)
anyways, (eh camne nak cakap anyways dalam BM ek?)
hari ini hari pertama peperiksaan. walaupun ade lagi 2 papers, tapi kite orang selambe je macam dah merdeka ok lepas habis paper tadi. pergi makan lunch ade la dalam 1 jam, lepas tu jalan2 window shopping, sampai2 rumah je terus online sampai sekarang chatting dengan pompuan2ku (haha THAT sounded SO wrong, i was referring to my gurls ba. hmm.) and buang2 masa kat facebook. hmm. sape suruh the gaps between each papers soooo long, seminggu ok? ok ok, actually kena hargai kan, asal nak komplen2 kan, tapi the long gap buat kita orang sangat tak semangat dan asyik nak procastinate ok cos dalam mindset kite orang, ade lagi seminggu wad? tsk tsk. memang sah ini adalah “the final year students syndrome”, quotting gary. 
walaupun tak bersedia lagi untuk the next two papers, tapi tak sabar rasanye nak habis peperiksaan ASAP! sangat2 banyak plan untuk lepas 5pm, 1 june 2009, so cepatla masa berlalu!! hehe. okla, dah habis membebel ni, sekarang nak kembali ke dunia pengurusan projek pulak. (lol pengurusan projek=project management!! ok not funny is it…i think it is lo, cos we heard of pengurusan perniagaan la, pengurusan hartanah la, etc etc before, but never pengurusan projek what. haha. k k am so lame am laughin at my own jokes again. sigh.)
*psst: who can guess what am doing now weh?? am karaoke-ing to vince punya song on youtube ok. omg what’s gotten into me. lol.
05.18.09
this movie is da bomb!
my first paper is tomorrow but i still have time to (finally) watch fast and furious 4. O.o i’ve always been a fan of this movie ever since the first one, and again, it did not disappoint me. i’m not THAT into cars but it’s fun to see all those pretty cars anyway. the only reason i like watching this movie is cos vin diesel is just so MAN la i think. i like how his character make him all cool and tough. plus, in this forth one showed a lil of his soft side, so actually macho guy like him also can emo ok. huhu. and with paul walker, wow, perfect combo weh. lovelovelove this movie la conclusion is so if you also haven’t watch, go, watch it now!! you won’t regret, trust me. i love this movie so much that i didn’t even feel a slight pang of guilt abandoning my notes for it. ooo and i read that fast and furious 5 is already in development as well. weeee! can’t wait! i don’t mind to watch until fast and furious 100 also!! huhu.
05.16.09
mad it’s our Bday today!
honeyboo turns 23 today!
happy birthday honey! another year not celebrating with you, but hopefully next year and all the years after that, we’ll make up for this 2 years ok. may all your wishes come true (one already did, your dream part time job.lol.) and have a great year ahead of you okay.
missin you loads. hugs.
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today was supposed to be my last day working in nufc. and i was really looking forward to it ok. (actually, am more looking forward to returning my uniforms so that i can get my 20quid back.hehe.) the text stated that kick off is at 3pm, and all the while i kept on telling myself “walk from home at 1pm”. i was already quite late cos i left home at 1.20pm instead and reached stadium around 1.45pm. i thought it didn’t really matter cos everyone else also comes in after 30-45 mins anyways. but then, when i reached the stadium, i kinda felt something amiss cos there were soooo many people outside, waiting to go in already. and when i walked past the turnstile, they were already open! and when i reached the door where we usually go to sign in, it was locked! so i panicked and called speng to check the exact time we were supposed to work. and she said 12pm! you see actually we have to come in to work 2 hours 45 mins prior to kick off, and 3pm minus 2 hours 45 mins is actually 12pm, why in the world did i keep on thinking it was 1pm?? i was 1 hour 45 mins late for goodness sake! FML.
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it’s mad’s BIRTHday today, but it’s been a BADday for me.
