09.27.09

merantau again?

Posted in emo at 2:38 pm by daveena

sooo. i’m (most probably) gonna leave again. this time somewhere nearer. but still, it’s not home. i’ll have to pack my stuff and leave again and start all over again in a new place. actually i hate all these leavin and movin but sometimes life don’t leave you any choices right. you gotta go where you know things will be better off, even if that means you’re not gonna be happy. or maybe sometimes happiness requires some sacrifices? ish don’t know la. the only good thing that comes out from all these is that it makes me a stronger and more independent person.

09.20.09

lessons learnt? or not.

Posted in emo at 5:08 pm by daveena

how come human beings always make the same mistakes over and over again and never seem to learn their lesson? how come we always go back to the things that hurt us the most in hopes that it will get better? there’s even this famous quote that goes something like this “the only person that can make you stop crying is the one that made you cry in the first place”. omg so true kan?

so what can we do to avoid this misery? (which all of you can try to apply, but truthfully, i myself always fail. so, am not saying it works, so it’s up to you to follow. or not.)

tip #1 : hapuskan segala apa saja yang related to whatever thing that is making you miserable in the first place. cos once it’s gone from your pandangan, you won’t be tempted to repeat all those silly things over and over again kan.

tip #2 : listen to your loved ones. if they say stay away, stay away. they knows best. i think.

tip #3 : always remember, if the first time it didn’t work, then it won’t work ever. so, stop trying to make it better. cos it’ll just get worst.

ok am out of tips. now you know why i always fail? T_T

09.14.09

one month later

Posted in crap at 4:04 pm by daveena

just some lil updates (cos i’m just too lazy to blog, but at the same time, i don’t know what to tweet oso!) :

1. am home sweet home in kch already, obviously.

2. am still jobless. cos i can’t decide where exactly i wanna work. sigh.

3. am gettin fatter each day. i think. with all the yummilicious food around, how can i resist kan? tsk tsk.

4. am bored! but then again, i’m not fully prepared to start working yet also la.

5. am goin to watch final destination tomorrow yay!

6. am stuck at home everyday cos my car is still in the bengkel and the weather is also killin me, so i rather be indoor anyways.

7. am currently addicted to cookin shows. but i never try to experiment la. i just watch and meleleh air liur but that’s just it la. lol.

8. i need to do something to my hair. but what ah.

9. i think taylor swift is pretty.

10. ok i’m superhaus now i wanna go get something cold to drink now.

owh ya, since it’s september 15 already, alang2 am here already, i wanna wish miss belinda liew a happy birthday! :)