09.14.09
one month later
just some lil updates (cos i’m just too lazy to blog, but at the same time, i don’t know what to tweet oso!) :
1. am home sweet home in kch already, obviously.
2. am still jobless. cos i can’t decide where exactly i wanna work. sigh.
3. am gettin fatter each day. i think. with all the yummilicious food around, how can i resist kan? tsk tsk.
4. am bored! but then again, i’m not fully prepared to start working yet also la.
5. am goin to watch final destination tomorrow yay!
6. am stuck at home everyday cos my car is still in the bengkel and the weather is also killin me, so i rather be indoor anyways.
7. am currently addicted to cookin shows. but i never try to experiment la. i just watch and meleleh air liur but that’s just it la. lol.
8. i need to do something to my hair. but what ah.
9. i think taylor swift is pretty.
10. ok i’m superhaus now i wanna go get something cold to drink now.
owh ya, since it’s september 15 already, alang2 am here already, i wanna wish miss belinda liew a happy birthday! 
07.07.09
bukan sengaja ok?
seriously got no ilham to blog these days. i rather be twittering or statusing on facebook. sorry yar. will get back to blogging once am hit with lots and lots of stories okies. so don’t give up on me yet, continue and check back on me from time to time k.
06.09.09
when all you wanna do is something more productive
am currently having writer’s block ok, not that am even a writer la, that explains the lack of updates ok. if you want me to talk crap everyday then i can la, but i don’t think you’d be that interested right, so yea, i shall be silent until i have really interesting stuff to blog about ok.
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have i told you that am now officially jobless?? the only job i have left is the one from direct recruit, so if they have job for me, i’ll work la, if not, then i’ll just have empty pockets. or bank account. sigh.
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i can’t wait for my trips starting next week. yay. cos am so bored everyday i don’t know what to do already la. sobs. and am so so so looking forward to parents’ coming next month. yay. cos (1) i miss them like crazy and it would be nice to see faces from home weee! and (2) just in case my bank account semakin mengering, their timing is just perfect. i should have plan to balik with them la. after they leave, i’ll still have almost 3 weeks here. do what leh??? i don’t wanna work even though i like the reward. i don’t wanna go out cos i’ll waste money. so i’ll just stay at home until august watching movies after movies is it? aiyo.
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talking about movies, movies i watched lately :
1. fired up – thanks for introducing the movie pris, the guy so handsome!! huhu.
2. x-men origins: wolverine – eh edwan, i kinda like the movie leh.
3. i love you, man – erm ok2 only la.
there were actually more movies that i kept on watching halfway due to my cis punya connection.
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owh ya, it’s cold again in newcastle. you crazy weather! gimme back my sunshine! we haven’t go beach and picnic and bbq yet. sobs.
05.28.09
i’m really not supposed to be doing this…BUT…
…the anticipation is really killing me!
i know it’s just THREE days more, and i haven’t even finish studying everything actually…but i really really REALLLLLY wanna fast forward to monday, june 1st. owh wait i still have viva, so make that tuesday, june 2nd then. honestly, my mind is really not into it anymore, all i think about day and night is stuff to do after exams. sigh what’s wrong with meeeee??!! like for example right now, my main intention of opening my lappy is to look up on the egan report, but look at what am doing now? if am not on facebook, i’ll be blogstalkin. SIGHsighSigh.
motivation, where are you?? it’s the last one for goodness sake.
ok, am done whining. shall.go.back.to.my.egan.notes.NOW. 
05.12.09
saja nak tukar selera
selain suka membaca blog2 bahasa inggeris yang spontan dan kelakar, saya juga gemar blog2 berbahasa melayu yang LAGI spontan dan menghiburkan hati. terutama sekali hanis punye. one of my favs lately! cos semua orang pun blog dalam bahasa inggeris, so macam dah tak special je, benda2 yang die orang citer pun cam lebih kurang same je. hari ini, terdorong rasanye nak blog dalam BM juga. dah lame tak berbahasa melayu, so, maafkan saya kalau tak fasih sangat dan asyik terselit bahasa inggeris ye. :p
saya nak cerita sikit la pasal jenis orang yang menjengkelkan saya. kekadang bukan sengaja nak moody ok, tapi kalau dah benda tu menyakitkan hati sangat2, memang dah tak boleh tahan la :
(1) orang yang cepat terasa atau kecil hati. sikit2 pun nak merajuk. kalau memang saya yang bersalah, takpe la jugak. tapi kalau dah benda tu sangat-sangatla kecil, please ok, jangan nak buat muke seposen kat depan saya. saya lagi akan buat muke TAK PUAS HATI depan awak ok!
(2) orang yang suka mungkir janji. kalau dah janji nak buat A, tolong tunaikan ok. tak suka la kalau memula cakap A, tapi lepas tu cakap B pulak. dan yang paling teruk sekali, mati2 tak nak mengaku yang sebelum ni cakap A. eeee GERAM TAU!!
(3) orang yang suka ambil kesempatan. tak kira la in any kinda aspect, tapi terutama sekali kalau orang tu dah tolong awak, sile la tunjukkan sedikit apresiasi. conpem die akan willingly tolong lagi di masa hadapan tau.
okla dah tak nak la citer pasal benda2 yang menyakitkan hati cos aceli post sakit hati ni didraftkan pagi tadi sebelum pergi uni…tapi tadi lepas terserempak dengan si die kat uni, hati ini terus rasa teramatla gembira. huhu. seronoknye kalau boleh terserempak hari2 kan? 
paper econs dalam mase seminggu je lagi. and nota bertimbun2 kat atas meja studyku yang teramatla kecil dan tak dibaca lagi. so sekarang kena la kembali ke dunia econs.
05.05.09
wow so exciting!!
haha. tak exciting pun post ni. saja wanna attract your attention! 
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sorry i’ve been neglecting this blog again. been busybusybusy the past few days with the measurement coursework. (the first and last coursework i did until the very last hours to submission! i feel sungguh penat with capital P. i don’t know how other people can managed it all the time!) and finally now i feel so light! but won’t be long la, cos have to start doing revisions for my finals already. T__________T
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since i’ve been deprived of all things fun cos i’ve not been out except to my second home (the library), i’m considering to reward myself with a one day shopping spree soon. yay. i’ve got so much stuff on my list already but due to insufficient fund, need to make sure i don’t shop impulsively again. and only buy things i really need, not want!
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been talking to my siblings recently and i just realized how much i miss em! i miss the times when all three of us were all together at the same place and just hang out. (our definition of hang out would be makan2 cos that’s the only thing we had in common. hehe.) adik would jadi driver, kakak would belanje hehe and i would just enjoy being in their company. rinduuuu la! growing up shucks cos everyone has their own preferred path of life and sometimes this involves distance and in our case, we’re all at different parts of the globe and it’s just so hard to berkumpul at the same time.
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ok la masa untuk tido now. sigh my blog getting boring kan. sorry ah today no energy to think of better topic la. so i shadap now la since you don’t wanna read anymore also right.
04.29.09
hmm i can’t find a suitable title for this post
owh yes, am finally done with my dissertation. supposed to be superduper relieved kan? but how come i don’t feel anything? maybe cos am still gonna be haunted by measurement, viva and 3 final exams. sigh. life sucks this. butbutbut, THIS is it and i will be done with the term STUDENT. yay? don’t think so la. working life is not a bed of roses either. dahla i don’t know if i can get a job or not. waa.
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since i’ve not been crappin for the past erm 5 days, please excuse the long post ok? IF la long. lets see, what’s interesting to share yar? ooo i know! don’t mean to brag but am so looking forward to summer hols cos i’ve got superbsuperb trips coming up. yayness! this include nice, amsterdam (+belgium?), paris, italy (florence, rome, venice). and roadtrip around england which no one has planned yet? haha. tak sabarnye. (even though i know my account will be semakin kurang but nvm la, once in a lifetime.)
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my last post was about how happy i was to bump into him. today, i’m also happy to see him…online on facebook only la. and even though we chatted for just 5 mins, that was enough to make me angau. again. heh. (don’t like angau2 like this la. sobs.)
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actually malas to write anything already la. tomorrow la we continue. sleepy!
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last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLING PIGGY! have a great one alright? hugs.
04.21.09
wth, all no significant difference?
means i cannot proceed with my research la this? wtf i only got one week left shiyt how now i’m officially suffering from depression. T_________T
but then again, i have a feeling its cause of my wrong method of carrying out the test. but i’m desperate. that’s the only way that makes sense!! and plus, the number of my respondents is a bit limited also. sooo…i can give all these reasons in the explanation so the markers cannot exactly shoot me kao kao right. gawd i hate statistical tests as of right now.
dahla i’m so hungry now. but i had such a big portion of rice for lunch cos i thought it would last me til tonight. but noooo my perut have started doing their rhythmic dancing now. why owh why. it’s not like i’ve been using up all my energy the past 2 hours. eh wait i’ve only been here 2 hours…whattttt…it felt like ages! why today past so slow????????
okla, am just crapping here cos my brain doesn’t seem to be functioning any longer. maybe i should call it a day and go home and selongkar my aisbok. foooood, i need you. eh why am i so mengada2, actually i brought bekal, i just feel like going home, that’s it.
fine fine, i shadap now. heh.
04.08.09
i should have booked an easter getaway after all
i love holidays. cos that’s the only time i get to sleep as late as i want and wake up as late as i want as well. holidays here are even better cos i won’t have to hear my mum nagging me to wake up at 8am when i really wanted to sleep til 11am. hehe. and that’s exactly what i have been doing the past few days. but it’s killing me cos i really need to be doing my beloved dissertation (i have to start loving it or else i will never be done with it, right dear dissertation?lol.) which i have been abandoning for a week now since the easter holidays officially kicked off. so anyway today i decided to be a good girl and went to library to do my work but i only managed to stay there for one and a half hour (even when i was there i was busy reading fashion blogs. gosh what’s wrong with me??) and then i gave myself an excuse “to go collect my questionnaires”. obviously after collecting em, since the site was in town as well, i decided to jalan2 in town la since the weather was so gawddamn nice some more. and ended up shopping for more unnecessary stuff. heh. if only there’s a job that require me to just go shopping or checking out random websites, i’ll definitely be the happiest person on earth. haha. sigh. i really should have planned an easter vacation. at least i get to go places that i’ve always wanted to go. rather then staying back doing nonsense. ok maybe i should stop crapping and really do my dissertation now. sighhhh.
04.02.09
angau.
am currently in a superduper happy state so i really can’t think of anything else to write that’s more interesting than the feeling am having now. but i also don’t wanna share this happy story here la (cos i don’t know who might be reading…), if you’re my friend, by now i think i should have already told you the story anyway. so i’ll get back to blogging once i’m in my normal state again ok? muahahaha.
owh by the way, i don’t like april’s fool. who on earth created that day anyway??!! and i thought people our age won’t play thay silly game anymore, but i got fooled TWICE ok this year! somemore actually i kinda had a feeling they might be tricking me, but i still believe. why davina why. T_T
but despite being fooled, am still on cloud nine. weeeeeeeeeee!
