07.20.09
finally,
i’m officially a graduate in BSc (Hons) Quantity Surveying!
qs firms (or any others related), please hire me??
05.28.09
i’m really not supposed to be doing this…BUT…
…the anticipation is really killing me!
i know it’s just THREE days more, and i haven’t even finish studying everything actually…but i really really REALLLLLY wanna fast forward to monday, june 1st. owh wait i still have viva, so make that tuesday, june 2nd then. honestly, my mind is really not into it anymore, all i think about day and night is stuff to do after exams. sigh what’s wrong with meeeee??!! like for example right now, my main intention of opening my lappy is to look up on the egan report, but look at what am doing now? if am not on facebook, i’ll be blogstalkin. SIGHsighSigh.
motivation, where are you?? it’s the last one for goodness sake.
ok, am done whining. shall.go.back.to.my.egan.notes.NOW. 
05.19.09
hari ini dalam sejarah
hoho actually takde pape pun yang berlaku hari ni yang boleh cipta sejarah, saje nak bagi suspen sikit. hehe. okla, hari ini, lepas discovering yet another belog bahasa melayu yang agak interesting, post hari ini pun dalam bahasa melayu ok. (lagipun kena praktis dan polish my bahasa kebangsaan kalau am planning to balik cari kerja kat kl kan.)
anyways, (eh camne nak cakap anyways dalam BM ek?)
hari ini hari pertama peperiksaan. walaupun ade lagi 2 papers, tapi kite orang selambe je macam dah merdeka ok lepas habis paper tadi. pergi makan lunch ade la dalam 1 jam, lepas tu jalan2 window shopping, sampai2 rumah je terus online sampai sekarang chatting dengan pompuan2ku (haha THAT sounded SO wrong, i was referring to my gurls ba. hmm.) and buang2 masa kat facebook. hmm. sape suruh the gaps between each papers soooo long, seminggu ok? ok ok, actually kena hargai kan, asal nak komplen2 kan, tapi the long gap buat kita orang sangat tak semangat dan asyik nak procastinate ok cos dalam mindset kite orang, ade lagi seminggu wad? tsk tsk. memang sah ini adalah “the final year students syndrome”, quotting gary. 
walaupun tak bersedia lagi untuk the next two papers, tapi tak sabar rasanye nak habis peperiksaan ASAP! sangat2 banyak plan untuk lepas 5pm, 1 june 2009, so cepatla masa berlalu!! hehe. okla, dah habis membebel ni, sekarang nak kembali ke dunia pengurusan projek pulak. (lol pengurusan projek=project management!! ok not funny is it…i think it is lo, cos we heard of pengurusan perniagaan la, pengurusan hartanah la, etc etc before, but never pengurusan projek what. haha. k k am so lame am laughin at my own jokes again. sigh.)
*psst: who can guess what am doing now weh?? am karaoke-ing to vince punya song on youtube ok. omg what’s gotten into me. lol.
05.15.09
the (ultimate) guide to remain calm for exams
1. make it a point to CONCENTRATE wholly for at least the first hour. at least you know you have studied something, so you won’t feel so guilty when you’re stuck on facebook at the second hour. huhu.
2. make LIL notes of your own. don’t you find the lecturers’ slides and notes are just too stressful?? at least in your own notes you can make them as happy and fun as possible with all the colours. then, you’ll surely be more interested to read em!
3. if suddenly during exams also, all your part-time jobs suddenly have so many extra shifts for you, don’t panic. read your notes BEFORE you go to work and again AFTER you finish work. and if you really, really can’t get someone else to cover your shifts, take that as a sign from The One above who knows how much you need money desperately, so, i guess, just go to work?
4. HIDE your lappy completely. (or okla, just DON’T SWITCH it ON.) you will be less likely to be stuck on facebook all day and the next thing you realized, you’ve just wasted another day not studying. and this leads to stress. and stress is a big NO NO!
5. IF you can’t control the urge to on your lappy also, then, just don’t on msn/ym or any other chat windows. or, you can just appear offline. (but this don’t really work for me, cos i can see who’s online, and sometimes i’m just tempted to click on their names!hehe.) and TRY to limit yourself to the most, 30 mins or so. then, go BACK to your notes.
6. when friends ask questions regarding the exam topics, try to answer them CONFIDENTLY. boy was i proud when i did this! hehe. even though i’m not TOO sure of the topic myself, at least when i answered something useful (and in a confident manner), it shows that i definitely did understand whatever i studied and all those hours of reading were of no waste at all. which means, i’m already prepared to sit for the exams already. now all i need is my lecturers giving me marks for all my so-called confident answers. haha.
7. people EAT to release stress. DON’T! after exams, you’ll get another stress – fatness! just continue reading your notes. don’t waste your time nibbling on chocs and keropoks. don’t you find it a waste of time nibbling…cos you can’t concentrate on your notes cos you’re busy trying to bite the food. or, get yourself a cup of hot drink. at least sipping don’t take as much time as eating.
8. no matter how confident you are that the particular topic might not come out, unless the lecturer really said it WON’T come out, just read it as well. no need to memorize, sufficient enough to know what is it talking about (based from past experience *spm sejarah 2003*, don’t trust your teachers wholeheartedly cos sometimes what you chose to ignore might just come out! but then again, spm questions are not prepared by our teachers hor but uni questions ARE prepared by our lecturers who are also gonna be the ones marking, so it wasn’t exactly her fault, but anyway, it’s better to be safe than sorry right.hehe.)
9. when you feel like you’ve been online for far too long now, quickly click PUBLISH, switch off your lappy, and go back to your notes. haha.
i hope this works for you. try to make exams as positive as you can, so you’ll definitely be calm enough and stop stressing. i know most people have already finished theirs, but for those who are still having exams, or will be having exams soon, ALL THE BEST PEOPLE.
this is IT, and in no time, i’ll be DONE, for GOOD! can’t wait! 
05.12.09
saja nak tukar selera
selain suka membaca blog2 bahasa inggeris yang spontan dan kelakar, saya juga gemar blog2 berbahasa melayu yang LAGI spontan dan menghiburkan hati. terutama sekali hanis punye. one of my favs lately! cos semua orang pun blog dalam bahasa inggeris, so macam dah tak special je, benda2 yang die orang citer pun cam lebih kurang same je. hari ini, terdorong rasanye nak blog dalam BM juga. dah lame tak berbahasa melayu, so, maafkan saya kalau tak fasih sangat dan asyik terselit bahasa inggeris ye. :p
saya nak cerita sikit la pasal jenis orang yang menjengkelkan saya. kekadang bukan sengaja nak moody ok, tapi kalau dah benda tu menyakitkan hati sangat2, memang dah tak boleh tahan la :
(1) orang yang cepat terasa atau kecil hati. sikit2 pun nak merajuk. kalau memang saya yang bersalah, takpe la jugak. tapi kalau dah benda tu sangat-sangatla kecil, please ok, jangan nak buat muke seposen kat depan saya. saya lagi akan buat muke TAK PUAS HATI depan awak ok!
(2) orang yang suka mungkir janji. kalau dah janji nak buat A, tolong tunaikan ok. tak suka la kalau memula cakap A, tapi lepas tu cakap B pulak. dan yang paling teruk sekali, mati2 tak nak mengaku yang sebelum ni cakap A. eeee GERAM TAU!!
(3) orang yang suka ambil kesempatan. tak kira la in any kinda aspect, tapi terutama sekali kalau orang tu dah tolong awak, sile la tunjukkan sedikit apresiasi. conpem die akan willingly tolong lagi di masa hadapan tau.
okla dah tak nak la citer pasal benda2 yang menyakitkan hati cos aceli post sakit hati ni didraftkan pagi tadi sebelum pergi uni…tapi tadi lepas terserempak dengan si die kat uni, hati ini terus rasa teramatla gembira. huhu. seronoknye kalau boleh terserempak hari2 kan?
paper econs dalam mase seminggu je lagi. and nota bertimbun2 kat atas meja studyku yang teramatla kecil dan tak dibaca lagi. so sekarang kena la kembali ke dunia econs.
05.05.09
wow so exciting!!
haha. tak exciting pun post ni. saja wanna attract your attention! 
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sorry i’ve been neglecting this blog again. been busybusybusy the past few days with the measurement coursework. (the first and last coursework i did until the very last hours to submission! i feel sungguh penat with capital P. i don’t know how other people can managed it all the time!) and finally now i feel so light! but won’t be long la, cos have to start doing revisions for my finals already. T__________T
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since i’ve been deprived of all things fun cos i’ve not been out except to my second home (the library), i’m considering to reward myself with a one day shopping spree soon. yay. i’ve got so much stuff on my list already but due to insufficient fund, need to make sure i don’t shop impulsively again. and only buy things i really need, not want!
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been talking to my siblings recently and i just realized how much i miss em! i miss the times when all three of us were all together at the same place and just hang out. (our definition of hang out would be makan2 cos that’s the only thing we had in common. hehe.) adik would jadi driver, kakak would belanje hehe and i would just enjoy being in their company. rinduuuu la! growing up shucks cos everyone has their own preferred path of life and sometimes this involves distance and in our case, we’re all at different parts of the globe and it’s just so hard to berkumpul at the same time.
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ok la masa untuk tido now. sigh my blog getting boring kan. sorry ah today no energy to think of better topic la. so i shadap now la since you don’t wanna read anymore also right.
04.29.09
hmm i can’t find a suitable title for this post
owh yes, am finally done with my dissertation. supposed to be superduper relieved kan? but how come i don’t feel anything? maybe cos am still gonna be haunted by measurement, viva and 3 final exams. sigh. life sucks this. butbutbut, THIS is it and i will be done with the term STUDENT. yay? don’t think so la. working life is not a bed of roses either. dahla i don’t know if i can get a job or not. waa.
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since i’ve not been crappin for the past erm 5 days, please excuse the long post ok? IF la long. lets see, what’s interesting to share yar? ooo i know! don’t mean to brag but am so looking forward to summer hols cos i’ve got superbsuperb trips coming up. yayness! this include nice, amsterdam (+belgium?), paris, italy (florence, rome, venice). and roadtrip around england which no one has planned yet? haha. tak sabarnye. (even though i know my account will be semakin kurang but nvm la, once in a lifetime.)
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my last post was about how happy i was to bump into him. today, i’m also happy to see him…online on facebook only la. and even though we chatted for just 5 mins, that was enough to make me angau. again. heh. (don’t like angau2 like this la. sobs.)
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actually malas to write anything already la. tomorrow la we continue. sleepy!
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last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLING PIGGY! have a great one alright? hugs.
02.25.09
owh sungguh random!
i just realized that i can never be a librarian. (not that i want to la, i’m just saying ok.) or any other job that requires me scolding people. directly. hmm…not exactly scolding la, i don’t know what’s the best word to describe it. anyways, why i can’t? cos just now i saw this librarian scolding these two guys who were talking pretty loudly at the silence floor. (in case you’re wondering, our library is divided into quiet and silence floor. at quiet floor you still get to talk, but at silence floor, you’re not even supposed to whisper!) if me la, even though i know they’re memang not supposed to talk so loud, i don’t think i’ll dare to tell them off. ah-ha! (citing my fav pm lecturer.huhu.*inside joke*) no wonder i was never a prefect back in high school. if i was, i’ll be the most beloved prefect cos i won’t ask people for their name tags or check their pockets eveytime after recess. huhu. also, now that am working at the bar, we MUST ask for ID if the person appear to be underage. but also i’m kinda afraid to ask em even though i have a feeling they are way under 18. sigh.
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remember how obsess i was with this one particular bag? which i even promised to blog about it once i got it. well, i’ve changed my mind. i got it this morning and the moment i saw mr postman walking up to my front door, i was superduperexcitedtahapdewa. but after unwrapping it, i kinda felt, blah. it’s not exactly how i expected it to be. T_______T so i’m not gonna post any pictures of it just for the sake of showing (i may post it in future posts secare tak sengaja though) but if you’re so curious to know (if you even care la that is) what’s so great about this bag that i just had to get it, it’s actually just this :
++ i guess the only reason i wanted to have the bag so badly is because hilary duff have it and i heart her so much i also want to have the same bag. gosh, davina. ++
owh and by the way, before you go off wondering “yer why davina damn ketinggalan one?” cos i know this bag was totally hawt few years back, but i also don’t know why am having sudden interest on anything quilt-y lately. plus, the trend also baru reach uk ok, damn lembap i also pelik.
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i thought i can write more random stuff, but i’m so sleepy already and my back is also superaching already. cos i’ve been sitting in front of the computer for practically the whole day today. (yea i just had to show off and tell everyone how rajin i am kan?? but it’s only cos am meeting my supervisor this thursday so i HAD to get my work done.)
01.29.09
at times when i wish i have a superpower
gawd am so glad it’s gonna be the end of the week already. which means, integrated project week is finally over. yay! so not looking forward to presentation and q&a session tomorrow though. if only i can skip the earlier part and terus jump to 4pm when the presentation will be over. so syok kan? hiro, i want your power!! the only best part about presentation is seeing all the guys in suit. *drools* (at times like this, i feel like even the most not good looking guy can look totally hawt as long as he’s all dressed up in suit! kekeke.) anyways, gotta read up the reports now so that i’m well prepared for q&a tomorrow. (but somehow, i know i’ll still be totally clueless when the panel ask the questions tomorrow.sigh.)
01.11.09
alas!
i’m finally back in newcastle after being away in dublin for the last 3 days. will story about my trip there soonish cos now i need to unpack, do laundry, rest my tired and achin feet and farkin focus on my owh-so-outdated coursework. sigh.
